as we slowly but surely unite.

For this Moment I Feel Faint

I didn't plan this and if I did,
I wouldn't be having this conversation now
'cause I can't take it. No i can't take it but I'll be fair
and I won't fake this. I can't unbreak something that's broken now.
This is over for me.

This is just the way it has to be.
I'm so sorry, please believe me it's not what I wanted.
But it's just the way, this has to be.
Please forgive me when I tell you it's not what I wanted.
Hey you, keep breathing. Just keep breathing.
Hey you, if it's meant to be, it will come back to you.

So now here we are in this place where both of us should never have to be.
we put out everything, it didn't mean we wouldn't bleed.
maybe it wasn't supposed to last forever, but maybe's not what I need.
this is something that I chose, so why does it always have to kill me?

This is just the way it has to be.
I'm so sorry, please believe me it's not what I wanted.
But it's just the way, this has to be.
Please forgive me when I tell you it's not what I wanted.
Hey you, keep breathing. Just keep breathing.
Hey you, if it's meant to be, it will come back to you.
-Kenotia-

Am I at the point of no improvement?
What of the death I still dwell in?
I try to excel, but I feel no movement.
Can I be free of this unreleasable sin?

Never underestimate my Jesus.
You're telling me that there's no hope.
I'm telling you you're wrong.
Never underestimate my Jesus
When the world around you crumbles
He will be strong, He will be strong

I throw up my hands
"Oh, the impossibilities"
Frustrated and tired
Where do I go from here?
Now I'm searching for the confidence I've lost so willingly
Overcoming these obstacles is overcoming my fear

I think I can't, I think I can't
But I think you can, I think you can
I think I can't, I think I can't
But I think you can, I think you can
Gather my insufficiencies and
place them in your hands, place them in your hands, place them in your hands
-Relient K-

UnderHeadlights in UFO this evening,7th Sept

UFO - Acts Church Campus Movement

Minggu Ini

Today I will be collecting firewood.



no, really.

Then I got band practice tonight where we will be performing miracles: just ONE practice, two hours to prepare for this Sunday's gig. New song.

Then I'll be going to Sarah's for the night becauseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee


TOMORROW, we are going outstation for 24hours.


It involves the firewood. haha.

I'll be back on Saturday afternoon, go teach my 5pm class in PJ, then

Dance Meeting #2.

Then next day prepare for the 5pm gig in The Acts, Summit, USJ.

5pm; UnderHeadlights in The Acts.

Band Practice at 8pm.

Monday: work 10am-9:15pm.

and did i mention my nose is stuffed up and throat is sore?

*BITE*

how hard can one bite one's tongue, swallow the words on one's lips, lock up thoughts that so desperately want to make themselves known?

it's for the better.
it's for the better.
it's for the better.
it's for the better.

"My tongue dances behind my lips for you"

Sometimes old songs get to me when they suddenly appear on my playlist and I'm not doing much thinking. Quite a few of those moments this week.

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"Four weeks've felt like years
Since your full attention was all mine
The night was young and so were we
Talked about life, God, death, and your family
Didn't want any promises,
Just my undivided honesty, and you said

Oh oh, things are gonna change now for the better
Oh oh, things are gonna change, oh, they're gonna change"
-Anberlin-

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"Infected with where I live
Let me live without this
Empty bliss,
Selfishness
I'm so sick"
-Flyleaf-

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"Hey you, keep breathing. Just keep breathing."
-Kenotia-

I SO can relate to this..heh

So true kannn..?
anyway, my modem has gone bust for some unknown reason. It just won't switch on, so we are currently wireless-less.(-_-) I'm at my aunt's now. *nod nod*

For Keepers/For Ridders.
Is it wrong to Just Get Rid of certain things that you have
just coz' you don't see it being useful at the moment?
Or do you hold on to it Just In Case one sweet day, it deems useful?
What a clutter we'd have if we all kept
everything and threw away nothing.

Member aku

Under Headlights

at Halo Cafe, Jaya One,
23rd Aug

(I think the photographer has a crush on Lenard)

What Happens When Boredom Seeps In...

"Our band has reach 'cool' status."

,said the guitarist.

"One parent wrote in to complain that we played "demon" music"

Jody-is-your-dream-wife Turns 21!! (PART TWO)

Yea so here are more shots from other cams=)

Brighter Than Sunshine - Aqualung

The heavy cake

hahah funny la Jody-odie

awww, her parents look soo happy!

and everybody now...,"oOooooh"

eh, all in white, didn't realize

Rare shot,ok!!! a-ppre-ci-ate.

Jody-is-your-dream-wife Turns 21!! (+updates)

She cooked most of this!for sarah
Rockstar

The Chay was there with his priceless-laugh Joyce!

Jeremy looks straight out of Ming Tien kan? hehehe

Oh I forgot to mention the theme was HAWAIIAN, in case you couldn't tell...

I made these coz if not..outfit boring la.heh

The sangat-besar-sangat-mahal cake.
i will show you better pictures frm the DLSRs that were present.
as soon as I get them.

p.s. and btw, as a quick update: my life is pretty exciting now.
This Saturday, 23rd August, my band UnderHeadlights will be performing at two gigs.
1. Revolution Conference at ACTS, Summit Hotel, 7pm. (opening band)
2. Halo Cafe opening, near LisadeInn, PJ, 11pm. (closing band)

At the same time of night, the dance team will be working on our upcoming performance,
I've already contributed my twocents worth of choreography, since I'll be at the gigs then, yay..hehe

My Jap song isn't going too well, but I'll figure it out soon enough.
Insyahallah, in Nov I'll be having a funny old-people wedding gig. 20 old tunes.
I like my Thursdays. ( TOMORROW!!) my one day of sane-relaxation.

I WANT A GOOD CAMERAAAAAAAAAAAA

I just realized I didn't post these here.