For this Moment I Feel Faint

I didn't plan this and if I did,
I wouldn't be having this conversation now
'cause I can't take it. No i can't take it but I'll be fair
and I won't fake this. I can't unbreak something that's broken now.
This is over for me.

This is just the way it has to be.
I'm so sorry, please believe me it's not what I wanted.
But it's just the way, this has to be.
Please forgive me when I tell you it's not what I wanted.
Hey you, keep breathing. Just keep breathing.
Hey you, if it's meant to be, it will come back to you.

So now here we are in this place where both of us should never have to be.
we put out everything, it didn't mean we wouldn't bleed.
maybe it wasn't supposed to last forever, but maybe's not what I need.
this is something that I chose, so why does it always have to kill me?

This is just the way it has to be.
I'm so sorry, please believe me it's not what I wanted.
But it's just the way, this has to be.
Please forgive me when I tell you it's not what I wanted.
Hey you, keep breathing. Just keep breathing.
Hey you, if it's meant to be, it will come back to you.
-Kenotia-

Am I at the point of no improvement?
What of the death I still dwell in?
I try to excel, but I feel no movement.
Can I be free of this unreleasable sin?

Never underestimate my Jesus.
You're telling me that there's no hope.
I'm telling you you're wrong.
Never underestimate my Jesus
When the world around you crumbles
He will be strong, He will be strong

I throw up my hands
"Oh, the impossibilities"
Frustrated and tired
Where do I go from here?
Now I'm searching for the confidence I've lost so willingly
Overcoming these obstacles is overcoming my fear

I think I can't, I think I can't
But I think you can, I think you can
I think I can't, I think I can't
But I think you can, I think you can
Gather my insufficiencies and
place them in your hands, place them in your hands, place them in your hands
-Relient K-